my nth blog attempt

I have a series of private blog posts here and there, which,  apparently, are neither here nor there - some deleted, some soon to be deleted.
I always had second thoughts of making it public because I'm scared...
of divulging information,
   and the consequences
       from saying things
          that shouldn't be said,
              ...worse, written.

Then
I lose the drive to write.
But sometimes, I feel so creative it would be a waste to keep it in.

HA! There it is! My confidence
...and my cold hands.